“Our heavens and hells are so few inches apart”. I am fragile. I can waver between experiencing the fullness of the kingdom of God and being enveloped in the darkness that comes from disobedience and fear.
Yet all throughout Prayer is my anchor! Prayer is being with Jesus. I am learning to respond with my life to Jesus’ initiating work, Jesus is God with us, always present and always desiring to meet with us, we need only the desire to be with Him, An image that helps me with this is the clasping of the hands. (Jesus’ part and our part)
How I am learning to be with Jesus is changing, for a long time I limited how and where I met with Jesus. This brings me back to the clasping of hands (or better yet the unclasping). Jesus was not only in the prayer meetings and in the worship service. I became free as I began to live out the reality that Jesus is also waiting to meet with me in the everyday interactions with my neighbors, in dance-parties with my kids, while capturing His beauty with my camera, and in times of silence and solitude. I am also learning a special place of being with Jesus is among the suffering, weak, and despised of this world because they because of desperation experience His nearness as their greatest treasure!
As I am learning to be with Jesus I am steadily becoming more like Him and my very life becomes a prayer, so that how I see, think and act is in tune with the heart of Jesus.
Prayer is being with Jesus, in him we move, breathe and have our very being and in Him our lives and prayers are transformed!
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